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2009 resolutions!!!!!!!
-LOSE WEIGHT!!!! get slim for my ball in march
-but now am putting my weight back eversince ball!! NOOO LOSE WEIGHT AGAIN WOMAN!!
-work work work hard to earn more money n save money for end of yr with B((:
-study extremely hard!! last yr in high skool!!! better not fk around
-no distractions from watsoever n whoever
-stay in close contact with cherie baby + sg clique!!! <333
-less partying!! LOL! like tt will happen but in dec ITS PARTY BABBAYYEE!! =)
-gym and swim when im back in singapore!
-learn to bake in dec!
-go back to dancing (contemp n hiphop) in dec!
-finally decide whether i should come back to study or stay in aus
*scroll down for daily rants*
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[Jun. 14th, 2009|12:52 am] |
IM BACK HOME(((: wheeeehawwwwww.
k bye! updates on foeshitzme.bs.com(((: BYE BYE
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[Jun. 8th, 2009|08:04 pm] |
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im feeling kinda bitchy today. idk. woke up at the wrong side of the bed. being stuck at home for quite some time is killing me. my bloated uterus is killing me.... making me feel fatter than my cousin who gave birth exactly 2 weeks ago!! so shameful!! omgggg. fat like 1 dog... stuffing my face at 12 midnite. like im able to control myself but when midnite strikes... my hungry monster livessss!! gaaaahhhh
anyways back to my bitchiness... idk y. saw some pictures on fb of some bitches... i tell u those stuff tt happened 2 yrs ago... my goodness started flooding through my head. i could stab them!!! ewww pls. ok anyways... i should stop.
im dying at home... sleeping for 15hrs a day has been a daily routine for me now. enjoying my moments of resting while i can cause when im in sg will be out every single day(((: am sooooooooooo looking forward for it!!
im trying not to abandon this blog. so once in a while yes i will update it. but without pictures cause i cbf realli.
im soooo tired still though i had 15 hrs of sleep. i need ice cream but yet i need to lose weight. GAAAAHHH kill my cravings n bloated uterus! |
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[Jun. 4th, 2009|05:08 am] |
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who the hell wakes up at 3am to hav a cup of milo and 2 digestives biscuits?
yours truely... yea so much for my diet riteee. URG
time check 5.06am.. yess im still awake
so from 3am till now.. what hav i been doing?
i was flipping channels watching thats amore.. hannah montana and dr phil
then i turned to mtv... i danced to jai ho... sang along to beautiful by akon... and fell in love with taylor swift's you belong with me. and now soulja boy's kiss me through the fone is playing. n all i remembering is B's hotline number!! LOL k i think im dam cute plsss(:
i should be off to bed soon. this is all because of my 30 hrs of sleep i had in 2 days!! UHHUH!! im enjoying my life now. cause when im back in sg.. its gonna be hectic lifestyle!!! so im enjoying every moment i can now..
days counting... 8days babiessss! <3
ps.. im still dam awake for some reason. OMG |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2009|09:20 pm] |
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my boyfren cute onli... but he dam annoying. idk where is he but hes full of nonsense. but i still love him alot alot(((:
k im feeling random... am fat fat fat!!!! check foeshitzme.bs for more updates. here is onli random updates. K BYE LA!!!
WATER DIET TMR!! bloop blooppp |
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[Jun. 1st, 2009|09:44 pm] |
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ive been having 4 days of awesome fun straight!! loving my awesome life now... last few moments i hav with my babies here be4 i fly off... so lets starts with friday...
friday 29th may
2 exams... had lunch with mrs jakelski.. shes so cute i love her((: home... got ready dam early cause i was sooo excited!! then headed to the city. met sexy first to do some shopping in supre.. then the guys (andrew, nickson, yosh n marcel) came to get us. dinner at some restaurant making so much noise. some chick was checking andrew out! LOL!! then walked to icy ice n talked n laughed abt fking random shitsss. had a blast i sweaaarrr(((: then utopia again. andrew has finally claimed his bubbleteas from me which i owe him from last yr until now! HAHAHAH!! we left around 11... andrew sent me n vanessa to my place and she stayed for a while chatting n stuff again.
saturday 30th may
crazy rushy day!!! went to kardy to buy stuff for the party... had to go by andrew's place for a while. hmm weird feelings. LOL! anyways.. yosh came.. bought our stuff... drove to the city.. early dinner cause they were starving then my virgin experience in playing l4d!! fun like fkkk i tell u! i screamed like some mad dog. but i wasnt tt bad. some mofo was screaming n swearing fk fk fk like nobodies business! so annoying!! then we played call of duty. i swear im becoming a boy!! LOL!!! dinner again... eat eat eat like cowwwsss! then headed home. andrew as usual dropped me home(:
sunday 31st may
PARTYYYYYY!! so i had to bake my baileys cheesecake. then got ready.. so everyone came. usual eat eat eat!!! talked n had sooooo much fun!!! had some breezers for the girls.. boys had their corona... played circle of death which got lame after a while so yosh said OK we play I HAV NEVER!! fking fun i tell u!!! we all now noe TOOOO MUCH about each other. but we had so much fun!! downing vodka n midori!! fun fun fun!! as usual i got high. but no i didnt roll around the floor this time. i jus came laughing n laughing. then we blasted music n went crazyyy!! fun fun fun i tell u!! then i felt soooooooooo sick... i puked!! LOL! see la ate too much!!! then drank too much!! so puke!! i awesomeeee(: fun moments i swear(((: n they made me this book with msges n pictures in there n they signed a shirt. OMG i read the msges n cried. hate those lovelies of mine. but yet i noe im gonna miss them like craaaazzzyyyy!!
kenny stayed over cause his hse was too far. we talked till 3am. great nite seriously(((: found out stuff i nv knew happened at all. LOL
monday 1st june
HAPPY 5TH BABY!! cant wait for our 6th mth!!! we will nv hav to spend another anniversary away from each other again! YAY =) i love u sweetie. 11 days!! =D
i woke up at 10.50 in the morning cause i needed to go to the toilet. then kenny woke up n i couldnt sleep already. so we watched tv n all... i had to force everyone to get up for dim sum. andrew picked us up... city for dim sum n met my sexy!! marcel, yosh n nickson came in the end. then then then.. OH! we gamed for 3 hrs straight!! seeeeeeee wat i mean by im turning into a boy!! OMG all their fault!!! l4d has become my new sex!!! =D hated being the zzzzZOMBIE!! so uselesssss! anyways... then we decided to play cs. n this time i wasnt such a loser n i actually managed to kill a few people!!! ((: realli enoyed myself though my eyes were hurting like fk after 3 hrs of staring at the com!! LOL
utopia again... then andrew sent me back((: andrew has been sending me home for the past 4 days((: THXS YO!! =D
ive had awesome funnnnnn!!! love love love all this company((: i cbf to upload pics here cause its jus too time consuming. so some pics will be on foeshitzme.bs.com... all pics are on my fb!!((:
now im poofed from my 4 days of AWESOME FUN!!! im gonna hav my 14hr sleep tmr!! NO SKOOL SUCKERS!!!!! =D
LOVE MY LOVELIES<3
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[May. 27th, 2009|10:56 pm] |
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boyfren n me always get into veri k wat i call "interlectual" fone calls. like we talk abt our lives in depth.... n after each fone call... it makes me feel like i noe myself better. quite enlighting realli((:
i nv knew there was a social ladder in our today's age group/society. like since when did being popular in orchard road ever mean anything??!! i was quite shocked reali. idk man... but im lucky ive experienced being with many different kinds of people in my life.
these days my life feels soooo meaningless. cause ive been stuck at home all week thxs to stupid exam break!! like u noe when im in singapore... i see B everyday. then on weekends some frens n all. basically.. my life was all abt B. so not seeing him for a day will jus be.. odd. but when im in perth... its my frenzies who keep me going. like i see them everyday in skool n now when i dun see them for 2 weeks... its jus soooo odd too. to sum everything up... my frenzies here are my life when im here. now.. i realli miss them!! cant wait for our weekend(((: pictures pictures n more memories n fatness(((:
i need to lose weight like majorly. k i realli cant stand myself how weight obssessed ive been. but i jus hate seeing stick skinny girls who eat alot but still so darn bloody skinny. its jus so fking unfair. urrgg.. yes i announce loudly tt im self conscious n insecure abt my weight. but honestly.. which girl isnt esp living in our today's society?
need to resist food!! gawwdd someone tell me howww!!! =( MAJORLY NEED to go on LEMO DETOX DIER NEXT WEEK!! dun care!! i need to lose 3-6kgs in a week!! urrrggg |
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[May. 26th, 2009|11:46 pm] |
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i feel mean abandoning my this blog cause ive been trying to fill foeshitzme.bs instead.
k i need to lose weight. am soooo upset with myself today! why why!! cause i ate so healthly in the afternoon n dinner.. filling my stomach with veggies.. then my mother pulls out biscuits in fornt of my face n there i am munching like some fking pig. urrrggg.... my mother dam annoying
me: im gonna go on my lemo detox diet next week!!
mum: yea and ur munching over here. whole week jus the lemon u noe!
me: aiya im eating to savour my last few days then toture myself
mum: yea rite!
pfftt... im determind to jus drink lemon all week to 10 days!! i cant wait seriously to lose 10 pounds!! wheee x) then its skinny me! LOL. am gonna be a guinea pig for my aunty.
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what happened to us? tell me how do we fix all this.... everything is now a blur to me.
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